So, I've completely neglected this website. There are probably lots of incriminatng evidence here that'll explain for my fucked-up-ness, but there was a reason why I posted 'em, so I guess I wont remove 'em.

I haven't been much of an internet fiend lately - like I was when I created this. I've been doing more satisfying things: reading, working, sleeping, hanging out with lots of cool kids... my list can go on. I'm only 16 and I feel like I have aged much more. I have learned so much from this little world in the past three years. I've grown to know who my friends are, what my place and roll in society is, why it is I act the way I do and so forth. I've been wondering these questions since middle school, and now, at my senior year, I have gained some answers. Answers that I was not anticipating but they are answers nonetheless.

I guess my internet life is "over" but with that, my social life blooms and my love life will live again. I am not excited for this summer to end, for it means that a boy I've grown fond of and lots of other friends will go back to school. But that's how life is. We can't just live the good life, we must go forth with our obligations and do what it is that we need to do.

I am 16, I have the world at my hands, I still have years ahead of me and I am looking forward to every part of it. Law school is just around the corner, and with that, new lives will be made. Then it will be their turn, to learn what it is what I have learned in this life - the meaning of being happy and content in life.

It's a time like this where I'm glad I got my depressed stage (and acne!) at such a young age.